Day 55

After being so bloated since Austin's birthday I have vowed to never eat cake or junk in general until Matt & Mandy's wedding! I struggle to lose weight because I have 7 days of a health kick, then I get confident and figure its okay to take a day off eating good, then I do the same for the next day, and the next, and the next, until I feel so guilty and down on myself that I am motivated to eat good and exercise for another 7 days, and rinse and repeat. So it's like 2 steps forward and one step back. Ughhh. I also think I get frustrated because the results aren't instant. And the only results I've seen in a month and a half are 3 lbs lost, then 1 lb gained. I am much better at eating well, but once I get a chocolate bar in the mail (ahem...mom) then I go nuts and fall completely off the healthy wagon for the following few days. That's my story and I'm stikin' to it.

Austin is making fish for dinner, and I ate a salad today for lunch, just like my dad does every flipping day. Oh speaking of that, Dad, I need some Kraft balsamic vinaigrette. Thx.

I had a wonderful conversation with mom on the phone last night. We talked for an hour and a half! It's not like we were discussing important stuff, just girl chatter. But it was so refreshing and relieving to gab about random stuff. My mom is so wonderful and I am so blessed to have such a strong, supportive, and remarkable person as my mommy. (ps sorry for the cheezy tangent)

Starting Monday I will be watching Talia along with her 5 year old cousin, so I will be making double! CHA CHING hehehehehehonhonhon.

Well... that's all for now! I'm working tomorrow night at the hospital so I may not post until Sunday. HUGS!!!